Wednesday, October 19, 2011
DREAM a little DREAM!
Pregnancy dreams can be a little outrageous. They are vivid and usually stressful for me. HOWEVER, last night I had the BEST dream ever!
I don't normally go into my dreams, because I think it's such a waste of time. BUT... this was my first fun pregnancy dream. I got to see my son!!! His face was soooo cute... his little features and bald head. I mean...I was in heaven. He made these cute little faces, and he wiggled around (just like he does in my tummy).
For the majority of the dream, I was trying to breastfeed...which I pretty much failed at. He either couldn't latch on right...or I didn't know exactly how to hold him. He eventually got milk, but ya know...it was a maneuvering project. I just remember the dream took place over a two day period... the days I got home from the hospital. I just wanted to watch him the whole time. I was constantly wondering if he needed to be changed... he needed food... or if he was breathing. I would watch him sleep...just watching him breathe. AND...I, of course, woke him up several times...because he was so darn cute. I just wanted him to look at me.
Overall, it was the best dream I've ever had. And...somehow... I think it really rings true to how I'm gonna be after he's born. When I woke up, I was a little pissed. I wasn't done playing with Stanley!!
Hopefully, I have more dreams like that!! :)